Ugh, Another Week

Well, another Monday, another day, continuing to heal, trying not to get injured again. Sigh ...

It was a long week last week. Having my back go out again was about the last thing I expect last week. But, a week of laying about on codeine seems to have helped quiet the back and allow some strength to return. Not much but enough to allow me to walk without a cane, bend over occasionally and still keep my humor!

And I ache for my friend whom hurts. A hurt I can not understand, nor can be communicated well it seems. They hurt and I am powerless to help. Very frustrating.

At 25 days now until a massive change occurs in my life, still yet to come. It is culmination of all God was telling me back in May and June. No, still no idea how it will all play out, I know what I hope, but I am unworthy any consideration, so I am ready to live beneath the boughs of that cedar tree somewhere.

It is a nail biter I tell ya!

 Sometimes I wonder why I ever wanted to become human. The cost seems to be very high.

But, the pain and uncertainly of being human is far to be desired to the life I lived for almost my entire life.