Swede came over and we had a hilarious time lampooning all things government related! :)
The levity continued when GG met up with us for a very long Mexican dinner! :)
Suddenly, there is this hand on my shoulder and some overly familiar female is all over me! And some guy is standing behind me - I hate people standing behind me!. I was polite as we chatted with them and eventually they moved along. It was all so very uncomfortable...
I looked at GG and Swede and asked who the heck they were .....
Apparently long time friends from decades ago .....
And I had NO memory of them!
It confuses me so badly when I try to remember but there is nothing to find! It is also mentally exhausting to try. I slept so well that night!
I wonder so much about all things I can not even suspect.
Who am I now, who was I yesterday? Everyone calls me Kris 3.0 now - so much better than 1.0 I am told ---- sigh.
Really I wish I could just disappear and reappear in some other place. I could just be Kris - not a 1.0, 2.0 or even a 3.0 - just Kris, without anyone trying to reconcile who I am to whom I was. And no more trying to explain how I live on royalties - but for what? There is memory any longer ...
But where ever I could go really needs a Der Wiene schnitzel!
Ahhhhhhhhh ....
:)
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