Memory?

Was it a memory of something I did or know of?
Was it just a dream?
I do not know!

If its a dream, my brain must be whacked!
My father was in it - I almost never dream of people I know!
But if a memory .... OMG!!!!!

It becomes something beyond belief!
Warped and twisted, exactly like my father!
The paranoid delusions of the Cold War.

So I set out to research the subject of the dream.
To my horror, I discovered that my dream too close to possible!
Last night I was quite ill from what I confirmed!

And I knew things that my conscious mind had nothing concerning.
Too much detail as if real it seem.
It worries me as a lifelong pacifist, for a great many people died because of it.

Did father really do something so without excuse?
Did thousands really die due to his Soviet paranoia?
How could I have known about this?

Isn't amnesia fun?!?

I think I might rough this out into a story -
It is truly appalling!
;)