May 8, 2019

Paranoia

Mother is a paranoid-manic depressive.
Sorry but bipolar just does not describe what life is like around them!
Lord, how I loath mental illness!
And ALL of the women on the Scott-ASpencer side suffer from this!
And MUST inflict themselves on me!
sigh

And, after several days in a row of walking mother through health issues, doctors and hospitals -
My nerves are on edge and my mind just numbed from the ^%%$#@ that passes for her logic!
And NO ONE has ever listened to Kris,
After-all I had only the second IQ recorded for a family member ...
sigh

Back home,
I noted my blood pressure is looking for Olympic Gold,
So, flip open my pill box and note that someone did not count out his pills yesterday!
cough-cough!

So, I see that my night time pills are in the box.
Odd.
But with my mind,
Who knows these days!
So, I count out my pills,
Making sure I am matching the pills already there.

Once done,
There is one pill left over and unmatched.
So, I examine this unknown pill.
It is light lavender in color,
About 100 mgs in size,
And absolutely NO numbers or lettering!

Going back through the pill bottles,
Nothing matches this pilll.
Going through all of my suppliments,
Again no match!
In fact, I can find no matching pill anywhere in this house!

So, where did it come from?

I tossed it away.
But just because you are not paranoiid,
Does not mean that someone is not seeking your death!
Too weird!

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