Nerves

My nerves are pretty much shot

Four deaths of people whom meant something to me,
Was the last straw.
As I sit here typing this,
Swede is in Emergency and very frightened.
Internal bleeding and they do not know why.
Yeah, his death would send me over the edge.
I can only pray...

One of "My Boys",
Married now and had been building a future,
Was injured on the job,
Just prior to his wife getting laid off.
Sigh
I can only pray,..

My health is in the toilet,
I am sure from too many doctors not listening  to the patient!
In the meantime breathing is difficult
And I may well suffocate to death thanks to this weird medical system we struggle under!
I can only pray....

Of course, Gaelic Girl does little to help.
Half the time she seems to hate me
And loathe me with the other half!
Who knows?
I know she has "issues" for the past two decades,
But at some point she has to see there is a world beyond the end of her nose!
(no i have no idea what that meant! Dang amnesia! I know but know not!)
I can only pray ...

Well time to think about what dinner will be! time to think about.