I gently took that first step holding on to a walker, and then another, and another, until I was all of the way across the room. No problems. As soon as the overly safety conscious builder was out of sight - I took two tentative steps without the walker.
By Wednesday, I was walking without any support at all! I am more comfortable holding onto the walker, or a shopping cart, or most anything! But, I can do it!
Mind you I can only wear the device one hour out of three, and then only walk on it for five minutes - but I can! I can experience the freedom of movement, more or less. Still can not drive and often I have to pull the leg off just to get into the vehicle! But, hey, it goes back on when we get where we are going!
It is only a prototype leg, I still have to wait for the real one, but for now I can walk around and the joy which overcomes me is akin to the only other joy I have ever known in my life - but I am happy now and not going to dwell on the past! So, yes, I am overcome with joy. :)
But, my feelings of joy over this would not be complete without Satan pulling out all of the stops to completely and utterly trash me in the following days. Yeah, I refuse to play that game. I am simply not going to give any of my joy to up to "it" to mock me with. Which of course sends "it"s representative in my life through the roof - when ever we cross paths. Apparently I am not allowed to know joy in their book - and yet another issue as to why God continues to blesses me - since I am so unworthy in their book. :)
I can hardly wait to see how long I can stand and walk come the New Year!
And then there is that antique show in February ... perhaps I do not need to cancel it?
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