It is always draining when you are facing surgery; you do all you can do - but always in the end, your to do list is nowhere near the end - but your time is up! Even if days were 48 hours long, there still would be insufficient time.
You try to say good-bye to friends but the one with the gulf of things left unsaid is not open to communication, so you wish them well and know that shallow, insubstantial words is all there ever will be until God does what He does best and changes hearts.
And you wish you would rather not come to, than to live a shallow vacuous life. But you know God is not done with you yet - so you will be cursed with life ...
And, all things remain the same.
Almost ...
So physically, a grueling time. pain is not one of my desires in life.
But, I think I am doing well and way ahead of the curve.
And hives! I have no idea what they hit me with but at one week, almost, I am still covered in them!
On the good news side - my mind is clear!
Which is to say I can finally think! The fog is gone!
And so far - so is the stutter.
Yesterday I found that my German and French had returned ...
But other than my one memory from before 10/17/2015, I still have only that past, to remember from.
So, your prayers are sought and desired.
Thank you.
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