Intro: okay, when I write too much about my faith - people complain. Apparently my dull as wallpaper paste life is of interest to many someones. And when I write too much about my life - people complain as well!
I still can not drive, which is to say it is just too painful currently. Well, that and I have no perceivable attention span! So, Gaelic Girl drove me the 45 miles down to my mother's. I am stressed, an internal stress generated by memories I have no access to - but some part of the mind does! "Danger Will Robinson!"
Mother, as mentioned numerous times in the past js bi-polar and any change brings on manic mood swings! Of course seeing me after four months in recovery is as change, so she was way over the top! Which is to say, she wanted to dredge up 50 years worth of old news, like her divorce, in public and she is so skewed on reality that it makes my head swim on that issue! So, I have always flat refused any discussion of him! Of course, this and her dead dog was all she wanted to talk about!
So, insane mother and GG, whom is stressed from being nice of me and does not approve of - much less like me, yeah very interesting wading through the minefields! But, I managed to not lose my temper with the situations - after all it is all my problem, not theirs! Or so, I am told continually. Sigh ...
As it turned out, it was the local prom night out there in toulee-land.
So many young couples ... I tried to remember my 12th grade prom, the ONLY dance I have ever gone to, but just flickers is all amnesia has left me.
It was fun watching the couples - fish out of water. The guys so busy playing games on their smart phones that the girls had to amuse themselves - because nothing was coming between the males and their games! Really?
The females did the obligatory en-mass bathroom trip. They never returned ... I was to see them later walking around a nearby shopping mall! I was so proud of them to have standards! The guys were still back at the Olive Garden .... happy in their pursuit of sloth, not even aware yet they had just been dumped for the evening! Yup, no photos of them with females not even in their class ...
So mom had a good time, still running on her manic high, judging from all of the calls this morning. All else remains the same - old, same - old ...
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