May 26, 2017

Reset

So, I was put on a new memory enhancing drug this week.
And it seems it performs as advertised.
Memories flooded back.
And the anger arose within me:
At all of the betrayals
All of the broken promises
Of having my new heart ripped out
Piece by piece.
Yesterday was horrible!

Rounded out with twin minor heart attacks.

Yeah, something in that chemical mix is not good for me.
Nor are the memories.
So, stopping the meds and pray I can quickly forget ....
Again.
Permanently .....

and I really do need your prayers for recovery from this ...

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