April 11, 2018

Deje Vu

Talk about total deje vu!

It began on Sunday night.
A song echoing faintly through a dream.
I knew it,
I knew the words,
I knew the singer and her sultry voice well!
Real stuff she would probably never say in public.
Somewhere our paths must have crossed,
And she spilled her guts to a weird German.
Yet I knew nothing once awake.
So very odd - so very normal anymore.







Then, I was at Toyota Tuesday shopping for a new car, or at least the next car for me ....
Suddenly this song begins to play and in a semi-dreamlike state I was transported elsewhere!
So very weird!

I knew the song,
I saw a face I no longer know,
But not the one from the memory-dream of the other night.
A very different face.
But, I knew well.
And all of the seasons of her being.

And the words stung me deeply,
But I know not why.

Another place,
Another time,
Another Kris,
Before I was robbed by the fates:
Of my body,
Of my mind.

I will post the song on Saturday.
Maybe I will know more by then?

An official Kris Mystery I need to solve!
For now she will just be the Wunschmädchen of my dreams ....


(and how the heck did I, out of nowhere did I remember an old German term from mythology for what appears to be untranslatable?!?!?!?  Such is the moment by moment struggle within  my mind!  Too many expressions, too many languages - and I truly know nothing, and yet, somehow I do! Almost every moment of everyday is Deje Vu!)

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