I have been mighty busy with this blood poisoning problem over the past several weeks - so I post when I feel healthy else, it gets skinny.
IVs every couple of hours, muscles so stiff they can barely bend. Not to forget the swollen lymph nodes - all over my body - since this is systemic, sigh. And to really add to the fun is having problems getting to the various doctors, often my ride does not show up, so then you walk and like today, it took 45 minutes for me to walk only four blocks! Mighty sore muscularly, not to mention that I have to walk on my right heel only - spare the foot at all cost!
But, my various doctors are all positive as to my being able to recover and keep the foot now, time is ticking, perhaps 8 more weeks to get passed all of these complications.
Next step is to begin the fight against the bone infection, but that is about two weeks from now - just a huge red pill once a day - uncommonly simple given what recent history has been like for me!
And I get to walk, gently, slowly, carefully - but then that is all I can do in any event.
So, sorry this is a skinny post, but I honestly have nothing left - mentally, emotionally, physically ... Kris is on empty and the reserve tank is dry.
No, I am not depressed, my mind is still realistic and perfectly fine.
Everything is as if in slow motion to me.
Sigh ...
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