As I have mentioned earlier - today is my stress test.
I am literally terrified.
Which is not within my realm of experience!
The point of the test is to force as close to a heart attack as possible.
I think I might have that attack before hand!
I fear not being able to have my surgery,
I want it,
I need it badly .....
But then today was spent with my mother, as negative she is.
The stress of just being around her is substantial...
It is possible she has never said a nice thing about anyone,
Ever!
So Thursday morning,
Caffeine less,
I get to be pump full of drugs to tweak out my heart,
Very uncomfortable!
All prayers welcome .....
No comments:
Post a Comment