Exhaustion

I was unable to create something to post this morning as I am too busy and too wounded to try and keep up with my obligations!

Yesterday, I was stricken by what maybe the return of my old food allergies.  Sigh.  I am just so lucky.  But, hey I got to life a normal food life for 17 years anyway!  But, by last night I was fighting dehydration as nothing would stay in me, even water!  So, did what I could and praying I would not be struck down with kidney stones ever again!

And I had an infected molar so got to visit the doctor, lucky me!  Turned out to just be a sunflower kernel bit under the gum, so easy fix if you are a dentist - and no needles required - yippie!

And of course the stress I have lived under for the past 5 years, had to go off again in my face.  Just love those parting shots.  "Why thank you for trashing me ... you could not even make it three weeks since my heart surgery before opening up on me again."  Sigh ...  I know they think that I am deserving of death and subconsciously would like me that way.  But, honestly, why do they think I even care any more?  Does not change the stress my heart is put under, that is a reaction to the environment but at least mentally I can not be damaged any longer.

And I was up until 1:00 am preparing for a lecture on fossils I was giving today - and my printer decided to uninstall itself!  Really?????!!!!!?????  So that took three hours to reinstall.

Sigh, life, what fun would it be without it?