State of Moi

Sort of a state of the state but where the state is Kris, rather than politics, ad nauseum.
2014 certainly will be the most memorable year of my life.

Pros:
I have learned humanity, in all of its variations.
I was to be humbled, as few men ever are.
God tried me in a fire I did not think I could have survived.
And God had to give me the Grace/Faith just to continue.
Much prayer has been answered, oft in miraculous manners.
I am at a point where this pack-rat can walk away from all.

I end the year with a stronger heart.
I have only had to take three nitros since October.
My bones are strong.
I have hobby employment (45 minutes a day!).
I have a friend ... so I guess I am rich.

God is apparently not done with me - as I am still alive!

Cons:
My ex-friends gave me a good earful.
My ex-consultant gave me a good earful.
Gaelic Girl continues to give me a good earful.
My friend from last year, gave me quite an earful.
I said goodbye to those of my past.
Hundreds of nitros down the hatch.
So many heart attacks as to not even be hardly mentioned.
Still cursed with my broken ankle and right foot.
Heart is still not 100%.
Body not much to put any stock in.

I was stripped of my honor.
I was stripped of my integrity.
I was forced to face existence with only God on my side.
It is as if all of life is on hold ... awaiting - what?
Rather lonely year.
Up to 264 pounds - how is that even possible?????
I gained 35 pounds since August!  Really???