January 30, 2015

Flat On My Lips

I wrote the last two weeks worth of posts over two weeks ago and you have no idea how prophetic Monday and Thursday's postings were to my life!  It amazes me at how something I write has an immediate message for me days later!  Eepah!  But, praise the Lord that it does!

It was a plenty hard week.  Still recovering from the flu, from two weeks ago!  Heart stress testing for two solid days!  Then to discover I am allergic to the drugs they used!  Oh dear!  Oh dear!  Oh dear!  That was HORRIBLE!  So physically, completely on my lips.

And I fear all other aspects of me are not much better, but no real reason to go into that one!  Just enough to say that Kris is gutted, in every dimension and manner.  I have got nothing left in me.

In many ways I find myself back where I was in June of last year - empty and utterly crushed - only this time with no hope remaining.  I guess one could that if Satan's chief goal is to separate us from all hope - well, then, he won.

Sort of like changing Scripture slightly to read: "What good thing can ever actually happen to a Plattner ... ?"  Okay, tongue in cheek because at least one of my aunts back home is now doing very well!  :)

Sigh.

Yeah, if you want to pray for me, it is needed, it is appreciated.

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