If my cryptic rant on Saturday's post left you a bit mystified, I am sorry, it should have. For even when i wrote it, I only knew what to look look out for, but not what was meant or intended. (And I actually never meant to let it publish as was, for I had hoped that with time I would learn and be able to write something more meaningful other than the mystery of this pending happiness.) And, I was happy at the time because I know if I am in God's will, only His best awaits me.
I had a large sale, which utterly failed. Problems of all sorts plagued the week and yet I knew it all pointed to something - but what???? Ah, I hate mysteries!
And now, well, another mystery has been learned and my face is about to rubbed fully in it just so I do not miss the point from God ... I know sounds bad, but then ... to me, happiness is seeing God using me, knowing I am still useful to Him, seeing Him in action ... and I think He is ...
:)
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